studying
LAW is not an easy thing...
it is very tough for me...
as I really wanted to be a lawyer, it seems like I must struggle...
one thing for sure in the environment...
I think if I got a place in other IPTA it would be better,
bcoz the people and environment of this Uni are suck...
kekadang tu aku terpikir gak,
maybe ader hikmah behind what is destined for me to be here,
mungkin untuk aku berubah menjadi baik,
a better place for me to
MUHASABAH diri..
but then it seems like I cannot lah...
the people here are very rude or maybe i'm wrong,
could it be bcoz of their culture or customs that allowed them to acted in that way,
but as what I knew,
" you need to respect people lah kan, tak payahla nak ckap kasar2 and maki orang suka-suka hati... ko ingat ni negeri ko, you can do whatever you like la kan... actually bukan seorang jer yang aku jumpe camni dah dekat 10 orang dah... with the same attitude... so my conclusion is they didnt have any ADAB or courtesy... senang cakap...
and sometimes I'm thinking, no wonder lah they never achieved any development, its bcoz of their sikap lah yang menyebabkan they always lefted behind..."I wrote this not for the purpose of maki hamun but then again to
MUHASABAH ourselves..
jangan la sampai kite tak menghormati our guest... and memberikan bad impression to our own motherland...
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MUHASABAH CINTAKU
Wahai pemilik nyawaku
Betapa lemah diriku ini
Berat ujian dari Mu
Kupasrahkan semua pada Mu
Tuhan baru kusedar
Indah nikmat sihat itu
Tak pandai aku bersyukur
Kini ku harapkan cinta Mu
Kata kata cinta terucap indah
Mengalir berdzikir di kidung do’a ku
Sakit yang kurasa biar
Jadi penawar dosaku
Butir butir cinta air mataku
Terlihat semua yang Kau beri untukku
Ampuni khilaf dan salah selama ini
Ya Illahi Muhasabah cintaku
Tuhan kuatkan aku
Lindungiku dari putus asa
Jika ku harus mati
Pertemukan aku dengan Mu
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